Grace.

My sweet 18th ♥

Sunday, November 8, 2009

So its my birthday yesterday and yay I am 18 now.

Happy birthday to me.
Happy birthday to me.
Happy birthday to me.
Happy birthday to me. ♥

Hehe this year was the best birthday I ever had in years.
For the past years, its either going for dinner, if not i'll be staying at home.
That's all.
But this year was totally a blast!
Thanks to all my beloved friends.

Friday night was a great night.
God blessed me so much and helped me in so many ways.
I was there early for prayer meeting at uncle mervyn's house.
I thought I was late, but I was wrong cause prayer meeting just started.
Later then the atmosphere in the room was totally different.
I dunno how to describe that feeling but it just felt so different.
The songs were playing, we were singing,
we were worshiping.
And God just came and swept us away =)
Everything just seem so fast.
and we were crying for more.
Before I went there,
I felt full and I felt as if a lot of stuff stuck in me.
And that prayer meeting, only took God about 10 minutes to empty up my heart.
I was so overwhelmed with excitement.
Later then when I walked out the prayer room,
I was stunned, like omg! so many people.
Then I turned back and look at ben
and he was saying God provides.
I was like AMEN.
And I was so excited cause this is my first time in youth leading in front of 42 people.
This was actually very cool :P
And that night was AWESOME!

After that youth meeting,
me and ben went tao pao for the ywamers.
We had kolo mee, this and that.
Oh wait, they didn't get to try Laksa.
hmmm.
Anyway, we ended up in ben's house
and what really touched me was the cake chelsea brought it in for me exactly when the clock strike 12.
Awww, how sweet. :D
I felt so awkward and happy cause my beloved darlings crystal and chel were there celebrating my birthday.
And I get to celebrate my birthday with the ywamers.
Awwww :D
*pictures with ben anyway*
So we had loads of fun talking and celebrating.
hehe :)
thanks whole loads to the Ywamers and my beloved darlings.

♥

Hahaha and yesterday the whole day I was having so much fun with my friends.
We sent the magazine thingy for printing and went for lunch at After Three
which actually make Andrew Ang got lost.
We were almost lost too when we came to the printing shop.
Hahah, thanks to Andrew who found the way.
and the "chicken" factory beside the shop -.-" LOL

Out of sudden, Andrew suggested to go out for celebration that night.
I was like wow, serious? Ok great!
and we asked this person that person and we headed to Mc Donalds Airport after church service.
Haha, Me, cornie, andrew, carmen and Vijay were so happy and went nuts that night.
It was awesome to have them around on my birthday :)
Oh, and Andrew Ang thought he was supposed to pick me up at the open air in town.
LOL, super funny!
Well, practically we talked about people in class and haha it was fun!
Ok i think i should let the pictures do the talking.

Carmen :P in front of Mc Donalds.

Vijay. the clever yet funny guy.

Vijay, Cornie,Andrew Ang.

Vijay, Cornie and Carmen

Ignore the fingers. but yea.
Vijay, Cornie and Andrew Ang

Once again, ignore that naughty finger of Cornie.
-.-"

Promoting the guy on the cup.
We said that he was ahem. LOL

Gayness of them :) how sweet.

Andrew trying to make someone goes crazy.

I saw Mc Flurry,
I want I want I want :D

Carmen again.

Hahaha that was something we did though last night,
taking photos, playing, talking.
We had so much to talk about,
and after the finals,
we shall go out again.
Yay! :D
oh wait. Look at this photo.

Can you see how cute he is? LOL.
Oh we saw this little kid who wore Doraemon shirt and it so happened that he came in front of cornie. haha.

So ya, I guess tat's all about my birthday,
and the best birthday I ever had :D
Sweets!

Thanks everyone for the celebration and wishes.
Love you all loads.
Happy birthday to me once again. ♥

Happy Birthday babe ♥

Before I go into my own sweet 18th, I just wanna wish my november babies a happy birthday too ♥

Happy birthday Zhu Zhu,
Happy birthday Kang Zhan.
and omg I can't believe I'm saying this.
but
Happy birthday Big wen. -.-"
LOL.

All the best to you guys.
I know there are still a lot more.
SO HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL MY TWIN BROTHERS AND SISTERS :P

Oh and happy birthday to

TUANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN MARCELLLLLLLLLLLLLLL =P
Its been so long i last called him tuan.
Oh well, happy birthday to you.

See even got song :P
We are now legal.
that's the truth.

and not forgetting someone else

Pei siau.
Hehe its her birthday too ♥
Still remember the heart shape I wanted to get for him.
I changed my mind, i am giving it to you :)
Happy birthday sexy.

Okay. I think I better write mine in another post.
Cause it is gonna be long. :)
See ya!

Fun+tiring=SWEET!

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Its been a week I last blog and Its been really exciting for me the whole week especially with the Ywamers around, it was like so sweet! :) The Ywamers are here for like about 1 week and a half, and this is like my first time to bring them out :P It was seriously fun with them around, its been so good.

Sam, Matt, Doug, Chelsea, Krystolyn, Nichelle, Laura, and Natalie were in youth group last Friday night, and it had been a blast with them. Later then we decided to bring them out, and we brought them out on Sunday. Planet Sambal was like the only place I can thought of that time for malaysian food. They love spicy food especially Matt. and I am happy that they enjoyed themselves too. After that, we went to the museum which I had never been before. How pathetic. Oh well, had fun. You know with them around and get to go to the museum. Owh, that's sweet :P Bout 3.30 in the afternoon, we went for ais kacang. Love it loads. It was so hot, and a bowl of ais kacang just fits in so well with the purely hot weather. Oh ya, before I forget, Des Tan showed us another part of us. LOL. He was being so manly, and controlled the traffic. How funny! Then we off to Uncle Frank's house and that night was the best night ever- Movie night. We went for movies with the Ywamers. They actually paid for the ticket which i felt really bad :( We watched surrogates with them, and it was so fun! AWESOME! They were like shouting when the screen became bigger, ahahaha. It felt so good :) Last but not least we went supper! Apam balik and Kolo Mee were their choice and they enjoyed it :P We went to manicure today, the guys went for bowling, 175 cafe yesterday, lunch and dinner together. It was so great to have them around.

There's so many happened when they are here. They thought ben and crystal were dating which made me laugh like the whole night, and i still can't laughing when I remembered it. It is so funny. And we talked bout the guys. We told them that Matt and Doug are like cute, and Sam is cool. :P and they think ben is cute. haha.

Well, college is pretty much the same i think. Finals are in like 1 week which is so fast, and I study study til I am like forget about the world. I need more time to study, seriously. After tomorrow's magazine thingy, i think i will be free, nothing more to do. and i think everything is gonna be okay. I hope. *cross fingers*

I guess that's pretty much what i wanna say. I seriously gotta finish up my work and revision before i start playing again. Oh ya, my birthday is in 2 days. I am so anxious. LOL. Dunno why. Baa, guess I am not the only one. Look at this.

the november babies. How sweet ♥

A story that i never wanted to tell ♥

Saturday, October 31, 2009

Its raining, its pouring,
the old man is snoring.

And i am here lazing around.
I had done studying and doing assignments today.
Its been so long I sit in front of the computer without going into msn and facebook.
It was so tempting but but i seriously got to stop myself from too much facebooking :)

Oh yea, I think i never tell anyone this.
But I am starting playing mafia wars.
It is now become an addiction :p

This is mafia wars, my current addiction.
Whenever i sign into facebook,
i never fail to play mafia wars.
Like i said, its an addiction :)

Ok, enough of facebook thingy.
Today is 31st of October 2009,
and on this same day 31st of October 2008.
I was left crying alone at home,
all thanks to someone.
I just felt stupid at times,
plus I don't think it was worth all that tears anyway.

This was the day you walked away,
leaving me crying all day long.
But who cares its over anyway.

I might miss you at times,
I might think about you at times,
I might even overreacted at times,
but the truth is you are now in my history and no longer in my future.

You walked away like nobody's business.
You left me down a dark road, leaving me no where to go.
I stood up and walk,
and I realized you're so many miles ahead of me.
I started running, running as fast as I could.
Trying to catch up with you,
but one day i came to realized,
I never will, and never going to catch up with you.
Cause you were too far away, you walk too fast,
you left, you walk away from me.
I shouted, i shouted out your name so loudly,
you heard me, i know you did.
Cause you stopped, you wanted to turn around.
But you insisted on walking away.
I had no strength, no longer have that strength to follow you.
I was tired, so tired that I really didn't know what to do.
It was so hard to say goodbye,
and you never gave me a chance to say it too.
You never gave me a chance to find out what i did wrong.

When I stopped at this junction,
I didn't know whether to continue walking or not.
and that was the time i felt hatred all around me.
I can't feel the love of anyone.
I started seeing things in a very negative way.
And so happened that night in church,
this ang-moh pastor and his team came to church.
I just can't focus that night,
it felt as if everything was just not right.
But God hit me hard that night,
he sent someone.
That woman didn't know what happened,
but they came up telling me.
God says, " You're not alone."
and He wants to hug you tight in His arms.
I broke down crying,
and I realized that I had been too focused on things not of God,
but still God was always there for me.
I did so many mistakes, but God just forgive me like I never did anything wrong.
And that is when I confirmed how much God loves me. :)

Maybe this seriously happened for a reason.
For God's reason.
The hurt and pain might be deep down inside my heart,
but God's love is here.

I admit, I can't get over it.
I can't get over what happened,
but i didn't want to know the truth behind your lies.
Neither do i want to take revenge.
I'll leave it all up to God.
I don't care what you tell others,
I don't care what others say about me.

because.

"Don't care about what the imperfect says about you,
but care about what the perfector says what you can be."

only God has the right to say about what i can be. ♥

- A story that I never wanted to tell-
Saying out felt a lot better :)

The Ywamers (I have no idea how to spell) are here,
and I have a job this time,
is to bring them around town :P
I can't wait to go out with them tomorrow.
Plans are not allowed to be announced :P
It is a secret.
But I really pray that it wont rain,
and pray that my dad allows me to drive tomorrow :)
I wanna drive but a little kia kia. :P

Oh well, i just pray that everything will goes smoothly.
Last but not least,
I shall not doubt myself anymore. :D
Cause I want to be what my creator wants me to be! ♥

Nothing can seperate us,
Nothing can come between us,
Nothing can seperate us now :)
Yay :P
Nothing can seperate me from God.

Can you see the smile on my face? (ignore my hair)
that's the smile when you know there's someone that is in love with you ♥
And He loves you, me, him and her. :)

I love God. don't you?
:P

No name for this post.

Friday, October 30, 2009

Well, I'm very tired to be honest. I just can't stop yawning, but i still can't stop blogging. I admit that I am kinda addicted to my computer xD that's not a lie :P

Anyway, 8 days to go to my big day :D You remember don't you? Oh well, I did something bad which I hope that someone wont mind. On the 7th of November 2009, this person will either wish me or scold me badly. :O oh no! I hope this person just don't mind what I did :) Well, We'll see what happens in one week time :p I am excited. Love love love :D

Oh, i am sleepy now. Good night, good night good night :) I love my babes :p Oh right, Corn's hand is sweaty. Eewww. :P

Stressful

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Yes, i was doing my assignments half way and i just can't resist going into facebook. I think it was Aaron who sent me this notifications about grave thingy. So i was tempted and i did it for the sake of fun. LOL. Guess what i got? I can't stop laughing when i see it.

Lol. click the image for bigger view. I can't stop laughing when it was stated some gorilla threw a shoe something. I can't really remember. Anyway, I am so tired right now. I just realized we only have less than two weeks to finish up out magazine, and YES, our Mr.Vice chancellor has yet to reply the letter, or maybe Vijay has not send it up yet. But that's not a problem. But the problem is some people in our class just have this habit of doing things last minute and ended up so kelam kabut. Some people change their roles themselves without letting the Managing editors to know. and that's bad. I am still trying very hard to figure out how to arrange the profile thingy. It is so darn freaking annoying. and facebook had been so addictive :p

Now you should know what addictive is. This is call addictive. People comment at your status, and you comment. Up and down. Just non stop. LOL. Well, i still have loads to go. Cornie make me help him with his Information Technology Assignments which made a mad girl last few days, cause i was so so so freak out with front page. Mine is almost done. Contact us and detail are still in the process. When i compare mine with cornie's, i feel sad. Cause mine is like super dull, and empty. I am trying to pump it up a little but i don't know what to add. :( so sad.

Anyhow, college life is still the same. rush rush and rush. Not much time to rest plus finals is in about 2 and the half weeks. Sigh, kintio-ness just overwhelmed me. I need to at least have a pass! You know, pass. I don't care if i don't get a HD or D, but at least a P will satisfy me. SO I SERIOUSLY NEED MORE STUDY NOW. No more going out shopping, no more movies although i am craving to watch so many movies. AND YES AFTER EXAMS, I WANNA WATCH NEW MOON. Hopefully i can make it with my babes. ♥

I guess that's all i can really blog about. I need to continue my assignments, my picture editing. :p 24 hours just not enough for me. Seriously. I might want 48 hours per day. :O too much. LOL. Oh whatever it is, i need more rest. Argh, I don't wanna go music class tomorrow. can someone just tell my mom?! Well, i am stopping music class in November. So yea! :P Last lesson tomorrow :)

I just simply love the way you smile,
the way you look at me and call my name.
The touch of your hand,
the look upon your face.
It keeps playing in my mind,
had i fallen for you?
♥

-give me a name-

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

I am tired, so tired that i can dozed off anytime i want to. Mr photogenic is out, and my goodness. Guys in there are not very *cough* the *cough* ~~handsome~~ LOL. I mean seriously. Take a look at it yourself.

Anyway, i am done with front page. I hate front page, thanks to cornie who make me do his work -.-" And now i need sleep :\ loads of sleep. Good night. :D just to update update.

My pinkish car ♥

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Oh ya suddenly i remembered that I promised to blog about this.

I drove an airplane to the airport,
Crystal drove a ship to the port.
Priscilla drove a ferrari on a F1 track.

LOL.
Now how sad does me and crystal sound like.
We listen to the vooommmmmmm sound or even woooooo sound most of the time.
Hahahaha :)

Our car just sucks.
They sound weird.
I didn't realized how my car sound like until Crystal told me.
My old car my old car.
U're new and you're old.
But you already sound like an airplane.
When i step on you,
you voomm like an airplane
or maybe even worst than that.

Crystal's car sounds like a ship anyway xD
and yes, priscilla's car sounds like nothing,
it is as smooth as ferrari.

I want a car.
I want a car.
I want a car.
I dreamt that i am driving a pink car.
I wish to have one :P

Now i sound pathetic.
Now i sound emotional.
LOL.

But I am happy :)

♥

A pink car :)

My ♥

Assignments, assignments, and yet more assignments. The editing, the writing, the thinking, the putting everything together makes me go nuts and that seriously can make me burst eventually. Wait and see. I'm stuck with my web design thingy and luckily i finished the article on time. Blah. I am so tired. I've been on the line for the whole day, mom's gonna kill me one day. :p

Anyway, Min Yang got himself a facebook which practically is nothing. I was just saying for the sake of fun and i am just being naughty. I was shocked that he added me, which i always thought he wont. and i think he deleted friendster because of me. LOL. or maybe not. Oh well :) I am not happy, neither am i sad. I am just feeling neutral. xD I dont really care anymore, he might have a girl over in KL, so why torture myself here right? Just live my life here :) I still have loads to go through.

Well, I didn't get much rest this weekend, my life is packed, so packed with things and stuff. But I get to take 2 hours break to watch The Hannah Montanna Movie. I simply love it, love the scenery. :) I just think it is niiiicccceee. Hehehe. Its been about 3 weeks i went to MBO. 1st week was because of E.maths test, and secondly was about not enough time, and last week didn't make it cause we don't feel like watching and we went back for IT lecture. How suprised :O

College is pretty much the same. Assignments exams and friends. LOL. Oh i am officially so freaked out with my IT tutor. wtf! He made me canceled my piano class (which he didn't know) and made us come for replacement class and was ended up us sitting at mana zone chit chatting. -.-" He didn't informed us that the class was gonna be occupied by some students, and darn it he made us wake up so early in the morning just to be in mana zone talking -.-" wth! I am so freak out that i actually just shouted I hate him in front of everyone. LOL. Oh wait, he should just post up in blackboard right. -_-" I darn hate him. He is hot but selfish. Doesn't he knows how hard is it for us to wake up. Sigh. Oh well, like i said we ended up in mana zone. Me, Cornie, Aloysius, Dennis, Chung Hieng, Eu Kiong, Andrew Kuek, Carmen and Ayu were sitting down there like a fool. we talked we laughed we ~~sleep~~. LOL. Tired okay. Sigh sigh sigh. Okay we gossiped bout SD.hahaha go figure out yourself. xD

Anyhow, last night service was great! so great that i can't stop thinking about it. Without the drums, without the electric guitar, without the bass... I feel so much at ease. Not that noisy, not that complicated. So overall it was so nice :)

I guess that's all i can really blog. Oh i changed my blog template again. I think this is not that complicated. Nicer :P So yea. toodles.♥

I remember every look upon your face,
the way you roll your eyes, the way you taste,
You make it hard for breathing.
Cause when i closed my eyes and drift away,
I think of you and everything's okay,
I finally now believing ♥

Oh wait, 13 more days to go ♥ You remember don't you? :p

Hiao, miang.

Saturday, October 24, 2009

I dont know whether to feel happy or to feel funny about this... But i just can't resist of not blogging about this. Mom finally agreed with me on a guy. Can you imagine that? My mom. LOL. Last time i said lee kwang was handsome, she was like eyes so small where got handsome. Ok fine, then i say min yang handsome, then she was like he looks so evil. I was like -_______-" . Okayyyy... And finally now, she accidentally saw a picture of this guy.

Mom : Who do you think is the most handsome one among this group of people? Ignore there attitudes.

Me: Ha? uh, can i compare with someone else? I think none.

Mom: Do not compare with the people outside. I am talking about this group of people.

Me: Errr.. This guy is not bad, he has good looks just that he doesnt have the guy's body.

Mom: *SILENT*

Me: That guy is not bad either, not fat, neither is he too thin.

Mom : *still silent*

Me: Why do u ask anyway? (thinking that she might wanna test me)

Mom: Well.. just asking.

Me: Ha? Oh..erm, well actually i think HE is the cutest creature and not bad for a guy. He has the looks the body. and the brain and the.. argh, so many things to say about this guy. so ya

Mom: *silent*

Me: (didn't want my mom to suspect anything) But then looks ah, this guy most handsome lah!

Mom : Well, my taste is someone that is gentleman,kind, friendly, serious at times,and can crack jokes at times, this and that but still good looking. So i think *pointing around the picture then to HIS face, she stopped.* HE is still the best, he is not bad looking after all. You should find a guy like him. I said LIKE HIM, I didnt ask you to go after him.

Me: -______________-" (anxious.LOL) okayyyy..

Hahahaha, i cant stop laughing after my mom left. Finally we agreed with the same guy. So maybe this guy isn't that bad after all. LOL. But hell no..He super hiao, hiao hiao hiao. i hate him cause he hiao hiao hiao. Hiao this hiao that. Hiao hiao hiao. If you know i am talking about you, then you perasan and you admit you are hiao. Hiao boy hiao boy hiao boy. soooo hiao. Only know how to hiao chaboh. Got the body, got the looks, got the brains but no self control. So desperate (maybe someone is right, you're just pure desperate), desperado, desperado. Desperate boy, so hiaooooooooooooooooo, everyday let girl hiao, if not then hiao with girlssssssssssss. only know how to see girlsssssssssss, and hiao girlsssssssssssssss. HIAO HIAO HIAO HIAO HIAO! DID YOU HEAR ME? I JUST SAID THAT YOU ARE THE CHEEKIEST GUY IN THIS WHOLE EARTH!! HIAO!!!!!