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How I wish :D
Friday, November 27, 2009

Seriously I have so many things to blog about this few days,
and I just can't find the right time to blog in a very happy condition.
Oh well, since I'm.. well quite happy,
I just wanna blog =D

I think it was two nights ago when I was chatting with Kang Zhan.
AHAHAHA, I can't believe I'm blogging about this.
And I am still laughing so hard like no one's business.



You have to click both pictures to enlarge it.
Anyhow, I'm still laugh somehow.
After looking at that convo,
I was like God make it come true.
ahahaha, I know I'm insane.
But what can I do?
*Still laughing*
How i wish it was true.
and seriously GOD LET IT COME TRUE.
=D

Okay, you read the convo you'll understand.
Haha, let's not go into that so detail.
If not, like the convo stated there,
I'LL GO MAJOR CRAZY ABOUT HIM.

Secondly,
I've kinda bad impression with guys that are driving sports car.
PANGSAI.
No offence to anyone driving.
Its been like dunno how many times guys driving sports car disappoint me us girls.
40% of them are old folks,those very rich kind.
50% of them are young but fuglydo not have the looks,
and only 10% are young and have the looks.
Geesh, 3 times in a week we sported very cool cars,
and then came out an old folk,
then a fugly guy.
PANGSAI.
Shouldn't guys like

Darn, I'm expecting too much eyy?

okay, maybe something like that? LOL

Ermm, maybe someone like that?


Okay, maybe this is better.
with a sport car at the back.
lol.


He is not so hot and he is not that ugly either.
Balance both, its alright.
LMAO!

Maybe *cough* boo *cough* drives a sport car would be cool.
But that's so not him.
Hahahaha.

Anyway, I had not been playing the piano for so long,
and YES, I ENJOYED =D
Okays, i got to chao first.
Need to prepare for tonight's service.

I miss you like crazy.
I miss you like crazy.
:)


Missing the good old times.
Thursday, November 26, 2009


You stand at the notice board waiting for me,

I hid behind the stairs looking at you. T

hat was when I knew I was the luckiest girl in the entire universe.

You meant the world to me.

But sadly, you remember nothing.



Boring -.-"

I'm currently blogging in Moral class which almost make me fall asleep,
and still I am feeling so sleepy.
Oh God! Help me..

Moral's stupid, seriously it is.
I'm like freaking annoyed by the notes,
it is so stupid cause it is stupid.
Get me, no?
LOL.

Oh my teacher know who Beyonce is,
Britney Spears is,
Christina Aguilera is,
Madonna is,
Shakira is..
ROFL!
She is like old
-__________-"
and suprisingly she knows.
BUAHAHAHAHA,
She said they are always showing sensual stuff.
-.-"

I'm seriously so bored that I rather spend my time looking at boo without talking to him.
Beeesh..
I miss him darn loads lah!
Okay great. Got to go.
Doing revision now.
LOL.

Blog again tonight.
chaos.
xoxo


miang gay, you are not.
Tuesday, November 24, 2009

I just realized I used to be very defensive over people talking about him.
And Yes I think I still am.
-_____-"

Mum said something about him,
and I disagreed with her so so much.
My friends talked about him,
I shut up and make them stop (somehow)
BUT THERE'S SOMETHING IN PARTICULAR THAT I WILL LAUGH.

Now, when people call him MIANG,
LMAO.
when people call him GAY.
ROFL
not only me.
I laughed darn loud.
It was like I wanna say him but cannot,
then other people helped me to. :P
SUPER RANDOM.

I know he doesn't even like people calling him gay.
-.-" I know right.
I still remember he was angry just because I said he was gay-ing with some guy,
he freaks out and didn't wanna talk on the phone.
I was like SORRY the whole way through.
LMAO.

I don't like people judging about how he look.
Who cares about how he look?
Geesh, I don't care do you have to?
No right.
Once, a girl said, " He look so ugly with that hair."
Being defensive,
"WOULD YOU JUST SHUT UP AND EAT? WHO CARES ABOUT HOW HE LOOKS? HE IS STILL CUTE."
-_____________________-"
I know right when I think about it again,
it is like stupid.

Since he said I changed alot,
which i think it's true.
I wanna be my old self for now only.
BEING DEFENSIVE WHEN PEOPLE SAY HIM GAY AND MIANG.

SO I'LL SHOUT,
" WHO CARES IF HE IS GAY OR MIANG, HE'S STILL THE BEST GUY IN THE WORLD.
AND I MISS HIM"
LMAO!

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?
SHORT CIRCUITED PERHAPS.
IGNORE THIS POST,
THIS IS STUPID.


I'm still jealous how they can talk to you and I can't.


miang,so not?
Monday, November 23, 2009

I said someone hiao last night in the post but didn't get to scold it in his face.
guess what?
Someone just said it in his face unintentionally (if there's this word).
HELLO MIANG.
Ahahaha, when I accidentally saw it, I was LMAO-ing.
PANGSAI.
I was OMG, SOMEONE JUST CALLED HIM MIANG.
*There you go my babe!*
Even the guy who doesn't really know you, calls you miang. :P

Another thing,
remember last year's post when I wrote something about how a gayish boy wanted to get close him?
And said this, " GRACE, HE IS HERE DOWNSTAIRS AND I TOLD HIM THAT WE GOT OUR PHYSICS MARKS"
PANGSAI.
You should let the girl give the suprise and not you snatching my responsibilities.
So i was like," OH MAN, YOU'RE SO GAY!"
He even said that boo looks good in i-cant-remember-what.
and notices him more often than me.
PANGSAI.
Not your business, GAY BOY!
And KANASAI, he is back again. -.-"
I don't think he even know your number, and you're like saying.
I CHANGED MY NUMBER OH,
REMEMBER LOOK FOR ME YA.
HOW COME YOU COME BACK ALSO DIN LOOK FOR ME.
SO BAD OO.

AH PANGSAI!
As if he's like gonna look for you.
-________-"
You copied his work and told the teacher it was yours.
and now you expect him to look for you.
How funny!


Okay forget about that!
I just wanna say I HATE MPW so much that I can't stand it anymore.
So many of us, not only me, actually fall asleep in class.
Darn sien. -.-"
7 weeks, I hope its gonna pass as quickly as possible :)

Anyway,
It feels so weird when I walked into the class,
I don't see Cornie, Vijay, Francca, Andrews,the others,
and I felt even more weird that i cant believe I'm saying this but I felt so weird without DELWIN in the class.
and not forgetting bout Sophia.
geesh. I was like weird -.-"
No more snowflakes, no more silly questions.
-_____-"
And I don't feel right that no one swears beside me.
I mean its not a very good thing to do,
but I am so used at Cornie, Andrews they all swearing.
and I'll always be like EH DIAM DIAM HO BOH.
But now.. want them to talk also cannot.
See, I do miss you guys :(

Hahaha, I sound so chinese. :P
great! I wanted to say something but I can't remember.
Oh well, I guess that's all for tonight.
Oh I finish watching Look Who's Talking Now.

I know right,
Everyone can comment about your photo,

Tell you how much you had changed,
Tell you how big you are now,
Tell you how they feel about you.
But all I can do is to stare at your picture,
and say, " Oh boy, you grown so much bigger."
That's all I can say or the most I can do will be blogging inside here.
Who cares if you're reading it or not,
Its one way for me to express how it is.
People might be talking gay craps,
People might like the body and being really annoyed
that pissed me off a lot.
But I'm still jealous How they can talk to you,
and how much I want to talk to you but I can't.
It bothers me much, babe.


I admit what I said all these time was out of jealousy that they can talk to you but not me.
People can see how much I miss you

Can't you?

爱你是我傻,是我笨但我从不后悔过♥
如果還有機會重新相遇,我绝不會離開你...♥


PANGSAI
Sunday, November 22, 2009

PANGSAI!
Malaysian Studies and Moral classes start tomorrow.Align CenterPANGSAI!

I never like history in BM,
so I have this feeling that I am not going to like history in English either.
Or maybe I would like it,
I never know.
But my history sucks,
I don't like reading facts,
and at the same time I hate memorizing facts.
geesh, How am I gonna survive?

Oh well, time is flying so fast.
and what scares me loads is 2009 is coming to an end.
Geesh how sad.
Last year Priscilla and I were saying that one of our new year resolution was to find a new boyfriend.
PANGSAI.
I didn't even get to erase boo from my mind.
I can't not I didn't.
I dunno bout Priscilla,
but I seriously didn't do that.
When I was in NS,
I was like okay, forget bout boo.
Forget bout him I should.
Then I came to a point that I spend my stupid time looking at monkey.
But still can't forget about him. -.-"
PANGSAI!

I know i had been talking a lot about him.
Oh suddenly I remembered something.
I was reading an article about depression,
and I realized that I had depression for a few months -.-"
PANGSAI!
I didn't even realized it until last month when I was doing my assignments.
SERIOUSLY PANGSAI.

Depression can destroy the very essence of a teenager’s personality, causing an overwhelming sense of sadness, despair, or anger.

HAHA,
when I read it, I was like so serious meh?
LOL.
Especially the part, causing an overwhelming sense of sadness.
LOL.
I was crying almost everyday when i see that stupid guy. -.-"
PANGSAI.

Now he haolian liao,
got girl he likes supporting him like hell.
Everything about him she likes.
SIAO.
PANGSAI.
HE CHANGED HIS BODY SIZE THEN YOU LIKE HIM TIL SIAO.
KANASAI.
GOT ANOTHER GIRL which i have no idea who she is
EVEN MORE OBSESSED WITH HIM.
EVERYDAY SAY LIKE HIS BODY.

MYGOSH.
WHAT IS SO NICE WITH HIS BODY?
PANGSAI!
ok fine, different lah i know.
I was wondering if these girls hug him,
i bet they will go nuts.
WALAO.
I cannot imagine how is it going to be like.
They will be like AHHH, I LOVE HUGGING YOU, HUG ME MORE.
KANASAI.
But if it's for real, I bet I'll just sneer at them.
PANGSAI.

I know lah people got nice body,
now still happy got girl support her.
I bet the him now and the him last time totally different.
PANGSAI.
You should get to know the old him.
HE IS WAS JUST TOTALLY TOO SWEET TO BE TRUE.
KANASAI.

OK, THIS HAS TO COME TO AN END.
Its making me missing him too much.
BABI.



Currently singing the song I sang in front of him.
Crush. xP

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time

Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility

That you would ever feel the same way

About me, just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?

All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone

All that we can be, where this thing can go?

Am I crazy or falling in love?

Is it really just another crush?


I wanna hug you too.
But I won't go nuts because I'll just hug you tight.

But it's harder to hug on to you than the you of time
I need a hug, boy, I'm trying to hug tight
Losing strength in these hands of mine
I need you here
I'm trying to hug tight
Standing here, open hands and I
Know I can't do this alone
Hug tight, oh hug tight
Baby hug tight (to me)
Hug tight to me (don't let go of me)
Don't let go



:D sweets!
the picture of his phone.



Thousand words in me ♥


the only thing I can say.
Maybe its true, you're the only one i ever think about.
You're the one i ever really cared,
You're the one that i miss.
xoxo,
I still miss you.


P/s: I'm emo, who cares?
Please don't try to judge my life.
That's me - Grace.
I have the rights to write anything here.
If you don't like it/ you just want to be kepo here,
please leave and seriously no one welcomes you here.
thanks.




The hardest thing
Saturday, November 21, 2009

I'm sorry for overreacting in the last post,
because I was seriously overwhelmed with joy i-dunno-how-to-describe.
I was like OMG OMG OMG all the way through.

Anyway,
You have to click to enlarge
I just realized someone's birthday coming up pretty soon.
and I dunno, but i have to just pretend that it is not coming.
LOL.
confused, no?

And
there I go saying this again,
" I knew something is going to happen, and I didn't want to be with each other that day. But he insisted to take me out, and there he goes, leaving me alone. "

But sadly I didn't realized it was that fast.

Still framed photograph of you and me together,
is all I have of you and me anymore,
We were so in love and we thought it would last forever,
but we were torn by the storms.

And I wont forget you,
I can't forget you.
And the hardest thing I've done,
is have to live without you,
and I wonder why we both walked away,
I'm lost without you,
still crazy for you,
Just turn around come back,
your smile is overdue,
and I miss you.

If I only knew the words to say,
that would make you turn around,
I would say the words to you
more than a million times.
It's been forever but that hasn't changed what you mean to me,
and darling can't you see.

I'm sorry for all i did,
what i said,
and the things i hid,
I'm finally over me,
is that too late for you?
I can't imagine where I'd be,
If you had never rescued me,
You showed me what it is,
and now I see.

xoxo.
I still miss you.








gayish much?

MY used-to-be LOVER HAD JUST BECAME A VAIN GAY FREAK.
HE TRIES TO PUMP HIS BODY UP,
AND NOW HE IS SERIOUSLY FREAKING GAYISH THAT I COULDN'T STOP SAYING OMG.
HE HAS THIS HUGE MUSCLES, AND BIG BICEPS AND ABS. I
CANT STAND IT BUT TO SLAP MYSELF ON MY FOREHEAD AND SAY, " WHY ON EARTH DID GRACE LEE ever LOVE A GAY GUY LIKE HIM?"
AND YES THERE IT GOES,
I'M STILL NOT OVER HIM. -.-"if you were like this,
i don't mind cause this guy's body is quite hot.
not his face,sadly.
but yours is like freaking BIG.
HUGE.
OMG!

*Slap self* then *shout OMG*




Goodbyes
Friday, November 20, 2009


Goodbyes are meant for lonely people.
Today you walked out of my life,
your word speak like a knife.



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